another day in february

i was a zombie today--
i stayed up late and woke up early
late to bed, early to rise
makes a sleepy and crabby and achey

School
was not fun
for i had to run in weight training
and sit still in english, tearing apart the story
of a man turned into a bug.
i thought of myself as a bug and was scared--
i hope i never go insane.

Walking home
that boy used language i don't like
he knows i it, still he persists
until either i'm desentized or he
can say no other words.

Now i sit
here after school, craving pizza
and wishing for something warm and fatty to fill my belly.
it is hard to be a , sometimes.

i am done.